meaningless words #1

sitting in the corner, alone and guilty,
nothing more to talk about.
no hard feelings, okay?
doing what you have to do
isn't necessarily a crime;
only if you don't mean it.
friends only exist in
fairy tales and romantic comedies.
today was hard.
tomorrow will be torture.
every day, more pain.
the smile that once decorated
that sullen canvas, lost
and torn by misuse
and mistrust of the highest grade.
so stand in your corner,
your guide and backbone.